So it strikes me as strange at this point in the mourning process that there is nothing to be done to bring Angelique back. Maybe it's because I watch too many movies or have had a spoiled life, but it seems odd not to be at least trying something. Shouldn't I be hastily packing a bag for a Big Trouble in Little China style rescue mission or maybe in some kind of a rope chain along with Kari and members of her family so that someone can walk through the gap in dimensions to grab her. "Go towards the light, Angel!". It just sucks to have the realization that nothing can be done. She's gone. For good. I'm accustomed to inactivity due to my own laziness rather than having the doors to all remedies sealed shut. Maybe I'll start going to seances . . .